Is it I am too sad that I have to share it on my RJ?

"This is going to be a 'sad story.'

 I fell in love with a friend from my course. Firstly, I think this might be a wrong decision because anything might happen, either a positive or negative ending. Surprisingly, he also have feelings for me too. I was happy, really happy. He is always cracking jokes that will naturally make my day. He is a good listener too even though he cannot provide the best advice. However, as times passed by, 'feelings fade' they say. He lost his feelings for me. He did not want this ‘relationship’ to continue. I got really sad as it happened so sudden. I still do not want to lose him though hence I made a 'Loss Aversion' decision. I will ensure that we will be friends through out as I'll be in the same course as him and I still want to hang with him around after school hours. I think it is better of as friends than being in a relationship right?
 When a girl first fell in love, it is usually because he have the special characteristics. Either he is a funny guy, sweet or smart. I really have to stop making stupid decision after falling in love. I should avoid making ‘Anchoring Bias.’ I should not rely too heavily on the first piece of information offered when making decision in this case, first impression or any first move. I should not make my decision quickly, I should ‘analyse’ him. Be friends, get to know him better, know his good and bad sides too. Never be too quick to jump into conclusion that ‘He is the one for me and he will make me happy.’ It takes time.
 (Thank you, cher for letting this RJ to be an open topic.)"

Hah, hello everyone!

It hasn't been a good 2016 yet for me. From the above, that is what I shared on my 'school homework' also known as my Reflection Journal. I had Cognitive module today and this was the question:

What have you discovered about yourself on how you make decisions? What changes would you make in the future? Elaborate with examples.

Is it I am too sad that I have to share it on my RJ too?